The Way I Live… Feels much like a broken record these days. And I basically have decided I am STUCK…. Yes, Stuck again. Or is it still? Who knows and quite frankly who cares. I just need to be unstuck.
What am I doing to get unstuck? Well, I am going to have to make better choices in life and act on things. Funny thing is, as I write this, I am thinking to myself… “Are all the people reading this thinking I am all talk and no action?” Because to be quite honest, that is how I feel. Like a bunch of hot air.
I was searching for some pictures to share as a part of this post that is going to be 100% all over the place since I am just letting things flow from my fingers and deleting and rewriting and deciding what to share and what is ridiculous and what I am willing to share and be honest about and where to draw a line between what I want the world to know and my secrets. Just can’t sort it all out. Regardless. Here is the first thing I found in my ‘pictures’ folder to share and I want to print and make myself believe this…
In reality, I know this is true, but I haven’t been so great at following through. Before I go any further, I shall give credit for this image to Crystal Wilkerson from www.crystalwilkerson.com I love her work. She has posted a few challenges and has a planner that I purchase primarily for the quotes and awesome printable look. I am 100% behind on the current challenge she has going, but hope to jump in and actually DO the work. So, CYC (Crystal Wilkerson Challenge) is one of the things I am going to work on to see if I can change my world.
The next blip of an image I saw was also from Crystal’s work and here it is… It was a part of a 30 Day Challenge she was doing last year. I fell off that wagon too, but if I recall correctly, she did as well. Life came up and changed her plans and the challenge sort of stopped midstream. I missed seeing her posts in my blog reader even if I wasn’t doing the actual work.
I was just talking to Jodi (from www.touchingyourheart.net) and as I may or may not have mentioned somewhere in the world, I am signed up to do a 1/2 marathon in May. Have I started training for it? Not physically. I printed a training program twice, almost bought a treadmill and here I sit… fat and miserable with bad knees, bad left foot, bad right hip and no ambition to do the work. I am not going to promise that I will do it, but I am going to make some changes to fit activity into my life again. I signed up for the SBBC (Spring Bootie Buster Challenge) and will work my way through that starting March 4. If you look it over and want to join in the ?fun? use Jodi Tivey as your referral person. She could win some socks. In addition, I will be working my way to the 1/2 marathon or a 5K or something in May. We shall see how it all pans out.
So far, I have CYC and SBBC… woofda…. that is 2 things.
I am also still doctoring with Dr. T at SWHC to get my SEVERE Vitamin D deficiency under control as well as working on my thyroid. I am hoping those two things will pull me into some sort of normal and won’t make me feel like I have ADD. I tested borderline for it, but I don’t know if it is a true diagnosis since I made it through so much of my life just fine. I was living on the edge the entire time, but I was at least functioning.
Woofda… this is getting long. I think I am going to post and start a to be continued for a few days from now. I will continue writing, but there is no reason anyone should have to endure reading this long on a blog… BLECH! To Be continued….
Just For Today…
1. Got “my” book looking good at the shop. Progress!
2. Supper with Mom and Dad in Rhame. (I really miss Hunter’s Table and Tavern…. from the early days)
3. Late night chat with Jodi.
4. Phone chat with Trev (I REALLY REALLY miss him!)
5. The donuts were to die for today!!!!